Are you accept my permission to love you more?

so hard to losing a feeling.
yeah like me now .. i guess i can get out you from my heart and until today, you stick deep down.

Are you in love with him?
not at all .. honestly almoust .

Im afraid, not to loving you more but im afraid if you wouldnt.

Are you ready to broken heart?
i must ready

why?
im not his type, im to young, and most important 'he dont want me, he just need me'

I tell my best friend, bey.
i tell her, i love him more than before.
and she says 'thats up to you bey, if you comfort to be like now, without in relationship, just walk this way, but if you not, you can leave step by step, i know you can love him like now for the firs you tell about him, i know you adore him so much, so please tell by ure self'.

god please tell me what uve done? and send the answer.

What the most scare with him?
im so afraid, i remmember about the young lady says, that always hurting me.

What you want?
is you ..

what you want to say?
i love you, yangkiii ..