With you is just like waiting for bus. Theres always have a lot of bus passed by me. Always have the other bus with same destination, but in the end I always waiting so patienly for my faith. And you still be my faith. Even I'm waiting longer than I thought.
Worth to be fight ?
I mean, my sacrifice and your sacrifice compare with our mistake. Idk.
Sometimes I wanna ask to God, but I know theres will no answer.
I just wondering, how long I can survive ? how long you and me playing with fire ? how long we'll hurt and hurting each other ? Isn't a joke.
If I may to give up, so I'll do from long time a go.
I'll leave you and take every pieces of my heart and never gave you back.
You never feel what I felt. You never been hurt just because you disappointed with me.
Have you ever imagine, if I do what you did, could you forgive me like what I did or could you survive?
I feel like a loser when I knew you broke my trust again and again. I lose everything when I knew what you did to me. I lose all of positive energy from my self. Its awful.
Why you can't act like a gentleman ? you act like a boys. are you a boy ?
My dear, how long I should survive ?
Could you stop be a jerk and I'll be whatever you like it. I promise.
I'm bitch and you a jerk. We're perfect couple to be a heartbreaker.
But ... oh come on. We're better than this.
If you would make me hurt, please remember my kindness.
If you would make me hurt, please remember my tears.
And If you would make me hurt, please remember my smile.
